Allison Hargreeves | #00.03 (
numberthree) wrote2021-04-12 10:49 am
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Voice | Text | Call | Video | Surprise Me
A flat computer automated voice comes on and states in monotone:
"This is the voicemail box for Allison Hargreeves. Leave a message at the beep."

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It's a godsend. ]
Hey.
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She isn't expecting the communicator on the bed table to buzz. Or the voice that comes out of it when she finds the button in the dark, after fumbling with it a few seconds first. Before a single word can make her fingers and her shoulders tense. The way she swears for briefly in her head that Luther continues to have the best sense at worst timing.
But really what she thinks she hates most, just for a second, is she doesn't hate it at all.
Even if for a moment she can't really think of a word. But she doesn't turn it off either .]
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24-ish hours post-diner, text;
Which is why he's staring at his phone and wondering if he should reach out.
A vague comment from Diego, something about only seeing each other at funerals, clicks in the back of his head and he doesn't want that.
They have a second chance here, and he needs to try. He wants to be better. Wants to do better. And that means reaching out and apologizing. Even if she won't have it. ]
hey
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i was an assholi lashed ou
your anger hurt so much
i don't know when to shut up
i'm scared that your inside my head just as much as i'm in your
i don't want you seeing me lik
fuck this is hard
i'm sorry
about what i said earlier
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text; 7/24
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h-s•-n-i
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text / october 1 onwards
To: Allison Hargreeves (Private)
From: Luther Hargreeves
Okay. Keep me posted.
[ During this. Despite Allison's intent, it isn't the most reassuring thing he's ever heard from her; they often lie about being okay when they're not, and the erratic typing worries Luther more than anything else could've. Has him stewing over it even as he goes about relocating Diego, moving injured people as easily as lifting a puppy, shifting rubble. None of it is physically draining, not for him, but he's still exhausted. Feels the emotional weariness like a deep soul-ache. ]
There's a lot of damage in Nonah but the house is mostly alright. Family's OK. Getting guests medical attention now.
[ No assignation of blame. Flat, terse status reports like something he'd have relayed from the frontlines, a lifetime ago. ]
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on her knees on the street, holding Vanya and the violin, vanishing in a sickening lurch.
She can't bring herself to look at it long the second time Luther's name pops up,
flips it off her vision almost too quickly when the second one comes, unable to look away from Vanya.
Still unconscious, and so very small. The details feel too much like responsibility. Too much like shackles.
Too much like they are missing the other shoe that isn't in his words.
He let her go, and she still let him down.
(And she still chose Vanya. At the end. Again.)
When it happens, it's only five or ten minutes later, but it feels a world of after.
Horror is still in her eyes while she's staring at Vanya. Trying to take it in.
What happens, happens almost without her ability to realize, to focus, to coordinate.
The shock feels too great. It's as much reaching for an anchor while still reeling from too much.
Words. Facts. Words. The. Reason. For the party. For. For ... everything. And somehow he thought now. ]
Klaus stole Dad's journal.
For that box he kept it in.
For his next fix. He didn't.
He left the journal in the dumpster outside the Academy.
Luther. That's how Harold knew. About Vanya. About everything.
That's
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{ At least an hour later }
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Oct 2nd Morning
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11/3
[ The baffling text goes to Anathema's inbox, and languishes for a while — she's out wrangling a friendly ghost — before she finally returns to it, in all confusion. ]
? That's what it says on the ID, yes. You're one of the Hargreeves? Did you find Klaus?
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Everyone's on such high alert. With good reason.
Because it feels wrong to stop for the night. For even the necessity of sleep. But they can't find him if they can't stand up.
Yet still even with that truth, they've both been dragging their feet leaving the study. (Each other.) While one of them is already missing. ]
Sorry. My apologies for the strange message earlier. It was a mix up at your store.
Yes, I'm Allison, and no, sadly. We split into a number of parties but no one turned up anything today.
There's no chance he contacted you since this morning either?
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Text
Its been a few weeks since I last saw you at that one shoot, but I look forward to the evening.
If I can do anything to make the evening better for you, please let me know.
-Conner
Re: Text
Evening, and thank you. I will be nice to see you again.
If transportation is large enough, I was considering inviting my family to ride with us once everyone's to Jeopardy, if it wasn't too great an inconvenience for you?
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You are formally invited to this year's small gathering of Winterfest, located at Harry's Dresden's residence on the 21st of this December. The doors will be open from 8 pm, but the true celebration takes place around 10 pm to midnight. Come any time, and stay or go as you like.
-Harry Dresden.
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She opened it and read it quietly, running her thumb along the edge. Then, closed it, with the faintest smile, tucking it in her purse as she made it the rest of the way in for the night, to see where everyone was and if there were dinner leftovers or cooking, or ordering, was somewhere on her near horizon. ]
Action ;
Honestly how do humans do it. He feels like he's going insane. He is a boundless, infinite being, but there are infinite details in the smallest parts of these creatures and he...
Truthfully it has brought back a degree of faith in Her. Thinking about it, he's found a degree of grace in it. Not to please himself (no never, of course not) but these beings are...the level of detail and...
He has a lot to think about but this experience, if she intended it to humble him, has worked. At least he feels it has, but mostly what it has done was instilled a need to appreciate and protect the human who he shares this bond with.
Hence. His hunt for her and - after ascertaining the room the Allison and making sure it was not the bathroom the door is opened. Dressed in some of her nicest clothing worn utterly incorrectly, the archangel-turned-human crosses arms over chest and holds out his communicator.]
I need to talk to you.
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Is everything okay?
Re: Action ;
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a delivery.
Except for one.
Except that’s not what they are to each other, except that the cities and shops and screens are overflowing with persistent ads for the holiday (closed off from the media his whole life, he never realised how irritating advertising could be). And there’s lingering memories from the City, ones that he can’t quite see clearly but which leave Luther with a restless nagging instinct. Like there’s something he forgot to do. Like there’s something missing.
And in the end, it’s not really a big gesture. It’s not the locket. And he doesn’t think he’s very good at gestures anyway. (This is the boy who, once upon a time, brought an axe to a romantic picnic, just in case.) But Luther uses his teleportation ability for a hop, skip, and a jump southward, to warmer climes, where spring’s sunk in its teeth properly, and he finds a patch of wildflowers and he picks a few. Takes them home. Wraps them up in twine.
Deposits the simple bouquet on Allison’s bed, when she’s not around. He doesn’t label it; there isn’t really anyone else left, nobody else that this might have come from. ]
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Maybe not why. (And yet.)
Her purse and her heels ended up placed on the bedtable, and she sits down, looking at the bundle of flowers, so obviously not professionally made. Loose, with some nodding heads, in various states or open and growth. The not perfectly symmetrical tie o of the twine. She couldn't even begin to count the number of flowers sent to her in the last decade. But she could count the number of flowers picked for her, not by Claire, from their garden.
(One.)
Allison sat down, reaching out for it after a second, something at the very edge of her thoughts. Hazy. Uncertain. The edge of a half-remembered smile. A touch. She rubbed a delicate white petal between her fingertip and thumb. Who was easy. How was even not hard. Why. Why was a question she wasn't supposed to ask.
They had a name for this.
The same name they'd initially had for this.
The same name under which she'd never fully managed to stay within.
Not then. Not when it didn't exist. Not when she was married.
Not now in the sudden aching loss of their family.
(When it seemed so easily he might vanish.)
Allison curled her knees up, leaned her head back against her headboard, and rubbed that same petal slowly. ]
3/13: swear-in.
It's the first swear-in Luther's attended since November, and that hadn't even been proper attendance: it had been an impromptu celebration, cobbled together on-the-fly when all the imPorts were set loose out of the Jeopardy reality storm, and he'd gotten swept up in it. He doesn't particularly like the crowds at swear-ins; tends to only attend them for his family, or to be on-call in case something goes horrifically awry.
Nowadays, though, it's probably a good excuse to get out of the house. Stop moping around in an empty mansion. Be around other people, no matter how strange it still feels. And one thing remains a constant: he stays close to Allison, never letting her out of his sight, half of his attention always craned to track her through the crowd even when she's pausing for selfies and photo ops for her modeling agency. Luther's always careful to stay out-of-frame (he'd be a horrifically awkward photobomb in the background of every shot otherwise, looming visible above the crowd and looking startled every time).
When he samples AtlanTech's wares and puts on the AR goggles, he's impressed and a little wistful. Reginald would've loved to get his hands on one of these, disassemble them, find out how the tech works.
When he accidentally comes across the adult entertainment, he blushes beet-red and aLmost yanks off the glasses, but instead just walks, very carefully and silently, away from that exhibit.
When he stumbles into the icebreaker programming, a random question materialises tagged to his account:
Luther pauses to read it, and snorts a laugh. And a message pings its way to Allison through the mental network:
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The momentary surprise gave way to the easiest of a very small smile that she concealed in taking a sip of her drink while she wrote back, without any pause. Even if her eyes do keep drifting toward the floating 'we' there. Like it would have been by committee, and it would have been just one, and it would have been just them.
Hmm.
Anyone else? They'd probably guess Chess. Or Risk. For you.
For me, god knows, probably like Mall Madness if we're talking about back then.
Why?
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text.
You'd think each successive disappearance might hurt less and less, like a calcified wound, scarred over and healing. It's supposed to hurt less when it's not family, either. So you'd think.
But. ]
Shaun is gone.
The Masons, I mean. Both of them. Shaun and George. They're both gone.
[ This one stings like hell. Because Shaun had promised. Luther knows it's childish and unreasonable, like a talisman against disaster, and a pledge they obviously couldn't keep if the Porter decided to act up, but—
But you're not gonna get stuck alone in this place. For one thing, I'm way too annoying as a friend to let you have that much peace and quiet. ]
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Still, Allison sat up fast, suddenly raising her hands and waving away the hands with wands and applicators in her vision. Staring at only those words written across her vision and nothing else. ]
When? How?
[ Maybe even more importantly. ]
Where are you?
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7/16: the anniversary; again.
She'd sought him out last time, the only person she'd told about it. This year, all things considered, Luther approaches her first with a morning text, because regardless of anything else, he's here for her: ]
What do you need today?
[ It could sound innocuous, like it's just about him picking up groceries or more toilet paper for them. (Of course it's not innocuous.) ]
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She wants to frown at the five words. Because they hit too close to why.
(She can't frown either. She's not supposed to move until she's told.) ]
For this makeup artist to stop trying to blind me with excess eyeshadow. You'll still break me out if I become the first person in two universes to kill someone with an eyeliner pencil, right?
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text;
Regardless, he doesn't keep himself entirely outside of things either. But how does one even go about the not-so-simple task of looking out for your two family members who, just like you, are stuck in a time and place outside the natural order? Well, here's a start. ]
What do you know about cooking?
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Depends.
Are we talking the macaroni or Julia Childs end of the spectrum here?
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Phonecall; mid-day, 8/23
He grinned as he looked down at the pictures, an entire small pocket album that had been with him when he came through the porter this time.
He needed to show these to Allison. She, along with Wanda, was the only other person who would understand, and in some ways, she would understand even more than Wanda, for Wanda did not have children. And Allison knew the pain that he had felt for a year and more of not being home, not seeing his daughter. If anyone would understand his need to show these pictures, tell these stories, it would be her.
And so he dialed, and waited, tapping his feet, and chewing on a pen as he paced.
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It only feels a good deal like stabbing herself, when she pulls up her communicator, juggling some grocery bags to free an arm, and tries to make it sound easy. "Allison Hargreeves."
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late august: the other anniversary. text.
Luther doesn't know exactly when her wedding anniversary is. But it must be soon. And she's one of his most-used contacts in his communicator, so of course Luther notices the day her display name suddenly changes, and he realises she must have put through the paperwork with the government. From Allison Chestnut back to Allison Hargreeves.
He hadn't known that version of her; that first name had never quite sounded right, hadn't fit her. Even back home in marrying Patrick, she'd never actually changed her maiden name. Had never stripped away her identity like that. ]
Hey. Are you okay?
[ God, that's vague. He's so, so bad about not calling things out as they are, in that first volley. What it should be: It's your wedding anniversary soon and you just changed your name and your husband's gone in another timeline. Are you okay? ]
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Yeah? Did I forget something?
[ It's an odd check of things through her head quickly. Purse. Keys. Bag with a change of clothes. She's pretty sure her coffee cup ended up in the sink, and she knows she put away the heels she'd left in the living room last night. She remembers saying goodbye even. Did she miss something? ]
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misfired text
I've chartered a flight to St Martin; plane leaves at eight tomorrow morning from Orlando and will return to the States on Monday. Flight, room & board covered. Just show the Hell up, be registered, and you're good.
-Stark
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Stares.
Maybe even -- no. No. She's not even going to think it.
She shoots back the most logical thing that she should in this situation. ]
I'm pretty sure you meant to click someone's name above mine. [ Because below hers in the next list would be Hargreeves, Diego (would actually be Ben's, if Ben would just show back up, again, already), but unlike her other siblings, she is the top of that list thanks to the first letter of her first name. ]
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mail;
[ text ] » (forward dated a couple-ish days)
Hi, Allison, sorry to do this over text, but I'm not sure words will actually manage to come out of my mouth if I tried? And I know how much your friendship meant to him, so Harry has been ported out for a few days now, and almost five years of this world makes me think a port back in isn't going to happen for a while, if ever.
[ short, sweet, and to the depressing point. but she's sure he'd want her to know. ]
I am five billion forever's late, but here. :(
She doesn't know how. Or what to. ]
... but you're sure?
mid-november: action. all along there was some invisible string tying you to me.
And apart from the two times when Allison came barging into Luther's bedroom, they never really broached the doors of their respective rooms: they could always settle for hearing the creak of footsteps next door, running water from the jack-and-jill bathroom they shared. Unspoken and yet tacitly agreed-upon boundaries. For over half a year, they'd had the entire rest of the house to themselves, after all: unhurried weekend breakfasts together, or a quick conversation over morning coffee as one of them sped out the door to work, or winding down in the living room in the evening together. He was trying harder these days, too, to dismantle the rigid compartmentalisation he'd set up between his family and his life outside this house. Letting Allison into it.
Now, though, he found that if he wanted a word with her alone in private, and not under Diego's nose— he had to get creative.
(It was a strange echo of their childhood, where they'd had to consciously slip away, find secluded areas where they couldn't be overheard or eavesdropped or monitored by ever-watchful cameras. Over time, Luther had memorised the blind spots: he knew the exact bend in the staircase where they couldn't be seen, and the corner of the library that Reginald didn't monitor, and the abandoned greenhouse on the roof that was an entire slate of freedom for them until those doors had slammed shut.)
But here, in this suddenly too-small house, it means each others' bedrooms, and a more regular broaching of that boundary. So, this evening, and with a vague thought on his mind that he wants to talk to her about, Luther moves to the bedroom beside his, and knocks on Allison's semi-open door.
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But. It's still different—the underlying need for space.
For somewhere she can breathe and let her muscles unstring.
It's not as easy here anymore, and she's realized only how much she'd gotten used to it when it's not as questionalessly effortless to slip back to. There's space now, and even when there are questions, or comments, that come to mind, it's in the wrong kind of company to say them.
So many words she can actually speak now, without any pauses, and it feels almost like it's even more impossible to say them than when she didn't have a voice. She's not exactly thinking about it now, but it sits knitted in between her shoulder blades as she's scrolling the network aimlessly when the knock comes, and she looks up toward her door, "Yes?" coming out more habit than thought.
Realizing only after it's out, she knows it has to be Luther because she doesn't think Diego would knock if her door were open. Closed, maybe. But she knows it isn't.
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early december, just spamming you forever
Hey -- how busy is your month? The beginning of your month, I mean. December.
[ he is! still! so! bad at this!! ]
you promise?
Winter LE retakes, and some guest appearance on some tv show, so really not all that much yet. Why?
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mid-december
If he hadn't, it's entirely possible that he wouldn't ever have given her a headsup about what he's up to. Would have gone about this entirely alone, with no forewarning to the others, with the intent of coming back changed — or, worst case scenario, not at all. She'd yelled at him for it, tried to talk him out of trying to
fixchange his body using someone else's powers, before finally wringing that concession out of him to tell her what he was doing. But Luther Hargreeves does nothing impulsively. And he's been sitting and stewing and chewing over this decision for four, five months. (Or five years, by another measure.)And so he finally has to rip off the band-aid and do it. Fulfil his promise. Give her the headsup. ]
So I've been thinking.
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You do a lot of that.
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Gift
And of course a note saying "Thank you for coming to dinner, it was great talking to you. I hope you had a lovely Christmas" ]
aegis force; closing time.
What it wasn't meant to be: a long silence from Helix Station, no word on his upcoming shift rotation, and all of the agents' IDs appearing deactivated on the network. All of them all at once, as if eight doors all slammed shut at the same time. They've been through this before, and Port-Outs aren't uncommon, so Luther tells himself — firmly, pragmatically — to not worry. Not to jump to conclusions.
He lets a day go by. Twenty-four hour Port-Outs aren't uncommon, either; that had happened when he'd come back with his Televator power, after all.
But the more that Luther tests sending further messages to teammates that he didn't know all that well and had rarely spoken to, and even their accounts are deactivated, that fear starts ticking higher and higher in his throat. And he decides to look into it. Just in case.
He's thinking it could be a trap, it could be some sort of attack or abduction targeted at Aegis Force itself — the team's made a few enemies over the years — but the news is already starting to spread over the course of the next day's morning, afternoon, and then heading into evening. It's looking like a mass Port-Out, possibly like what happened when they all went to the City (or to that golden island—). Maybe it's happening again, and this time he's just the one left behind.
In the end, on that second day, he waits for Allison to get home and then asks her to come with. He isn't as stubborn these days about going it alone.
They head to Maurtia Falls together, where she'd once lived, and Luther keys in his security credentials at the entrance to the massive white citadel of Helix Station, and they enter the echoingly empty lobby. He's used to seeing the place bustling, with up to fifteen agents at a time, with the occasional visiting civilian asking for help, or government reps here for meetings. Tonight, however, the place is empty. His hair is standing up at the back of his neck, and he's waiting for— something, anything, to reveal itself, but the fact remains that there's nothing here to fight. And that's worse. It's just empty.
"I talked to some of the non-imPort admins earlier today," Luther says, in that crisp curtness that she recognises as his Number One voice, "and they confirmed that they haven't seen anybody else around. All of the other agents are just... gone."